i've been carrying around (the skeleton of) my finished book with me everywhere. i want to let someone read it, but i haven't been able to. it's a nice feeling, being done like this. after, i was a little tired, so i've been sleeping a lot. i feel like i'm behind on things, but i've let up on how hard i am on myself sometimes. after that, i realized that everything's right on schedule.
i've also put anything else on hold. the tutorials, the editing, etc. but what's nice is that when i put down those things that feel like work, it made them feel not like work when i actually want to reach for them as a break from the book & studying. nothing's really feeling like work, but after a while of the same footage, it was for a while. i've also thought of the beauty of editing the LA part in Japan. it'll be good to see home while in the new place, which will over time turn to home. while collecting new footage. i think it'll be really inspiring.
do i talk too much about myself? are there too many i's in here? i really try to work on that. i actually try to avoid it sometimes. it's hard!
but anyways. so now i'm also at a loss for words, literally. whenever i try to write anything (except letters, blogs & some journals) it's a no go. so i'm trying to sketch everything. everything, as much as possible- but it's been hard! lol!! but i have to make it through, it's a little discouraging at first because you're looking at everything you do, like what the crap is that? but then you get warm again, and it's all good. i'm just waiting for the day that it's all good ;o)
good times :o)
adios amigos.
there's been updates through my site :o)
jtwilliams.org
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